Funny. Was watching Project runway earlier and for the first time, I felt I couldn't do anything close to what's on TV. Alright i've never done a garment before (though I drew alot) but I was always rather sure and confident that it won't be a mean feat to produce one. What used to be "I think I can do that" and then I will start visualizing it in my head where to cut and piece and sew etc, today's gut feeling was...off.
I know exactly what's wrong. I've been thinking thinking thinking and not doing, that's why. Sometimes I blame time (or the lack of it) for my procrastination. But really, I just don't find any motivation to dig out the manual sewing machine at home and start learning it on top of my everyday forced learning in school. Besides, I was told since young that buying is wiser choice to fussing over threads and needles just to make a dress.
Well, here's a confession. I was interested in designing and of couse, making costumes for my hall, not once but twice. No harm stating it here, cos this blog is supposed to be Pig's and moi "journey of doodling". I was upset that I missed the chance but yet again, no one in their right frame of mind will ask if you keep mum. And being the usual me having self doubts at times, I shall leave my ambition to future and safer use.

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